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On Not Dying At 28
[Or perhaps I will die at thirty? Ezra Pound]
I’d written
nothing. Two days later, I wed.
In eighteen months my own father was dead.
In eighteen months my own father was dead.
All I
thought about back then was writing.
Or having written, I guess. It was exciting
Or having written, I guess. It was exciting
To me,
everything I hadn’t done at all.
When would I start? My future looked full.
When would I start? My future looked full.
Often I sat
there, imagining the movie:
John Cusack would star, or I’d play myself. Groovy.
John Cusack would star, or I’d play myself. Groovy.
We watched
the news on honeymoon in Maine:
A man who stopped a tank was never seen again.
In the cabin my naked wife sat on the top bunk-bed.
She spread her legs, and steered my head.
A man who stopped a tank was never seen again.
In the cabin my naked wife sat on the top bunk-bed.
She spread her legs, and steered my head.
Looking
back, it seems only right
To have survived, if just for a night like that.
To have survived, if just for a night like that.
Now I’ve
written some poems, at last.
They’ll exist until I’m dead, at least.
They’ll exist until I’m dead, at least.
Yawn.
Look at me, tending my legend,
In flagrante delicto. Elsewhere, headlines happened.
In flagrante delicto. Elsewhere, headlines happened.
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